Blogging is so pointless!!

Blogging is completely pointless and i have absolutely no time or interest in doing it. If i haven't had a blog before college, why would i want one now? I do not like telling people everything that goes on in my life, and kids say my blog is boring? I could care less, i am only doing it because its a grade for english which is stupid, and i'm not really interested in trying to get people to read my blog. What happens in my life is supposed to be just that: my life! People on the internet don't need to know my name, where i live or anything, i feel like doing this is just enabling people to find me if they really wanted to. I have more important things to do than sit here and blog. I have actual college work. Like chem and math and bio. And two tests this week i need to study for. And as for commenting five people a week? You can't even do that for your english grade because i'm on blogger and no one on live journal has even changed their settings so you can comment. So what is the point of this whole assignment????

Thank god

Well my niece Leah went to the specialist and they say that she doesn't need surgery! She is have the pyloric spasms because she has like baby acid reflux. Now she has to take medicine every day and it should go away between the ages of six months and two years old. So now all we have to do is feed her more often and less formula each feeding so it has time to go down. My sister also got like a whole page of tips that she has to do. But at least my niece is okay

Why is life so cruel?

So yesterday i come home to find out that nobody told me that my 4 week old niece was rushed to the hospital early that morning. Apparently they didn't want me freaking out and getting into an accident or skipping school. They didn't keep her which is good i guess, but she has been projectile vomiting and just screaming in pain. She had an ultrasound done, i found out when i got home. I immediately stopped doing all homework and went to my sister's house. Leah was fuzzy but she finally fell asleep on me as i watched her for my sister while she talked to the doctor and our mom. The doctor said Leah's ultrasound was abnormal and she was having pyloric spams. For those of you who don't know what the pyloric is, its a sphinctor at the bottom of your stomach that opens and lets the partially digested food go into the intestines to be digested further. Well Leah's is spazing and barely lets any food through, hence the vomiting and obviously its causing her a lot of pain. She has to see a specialist this friday and they think, THINK that they can treat this with medicine. If not, she will need surgery. SURGERY! and she is only a month old!!! It's not fair, and its horrible to see my sister cry and Leah in so much pain.

Homework...Homework...Homework

I am extremely glad that i love coffee. College certainly is not what it is all cracked up to be. I have so much homework it is not even funny. Study every day, essay here, lab report here, oh here do these like a thousand problems for chemistry and i'm going to make it so you can only do a certain amount cuz we haven't talked about the rest yet and then i'll make them due two days after that! wonderful! And i don't even get that much time to do it as kids who live on campus because i have to drive an hour to get home! Yes an hour and on certain days i run into rush hour traffic which makes it about an hour and a half! It totally sucks so i'm up super late every night and then up bright and early the next morning. and weekends? ha what is a weekend. Mine is working every day eight hours a day and then homework. i have such a great life. If it wasn't for my boyfriend living with me i don't think i would see him at all. Which he is so great because tomorrow he is taking me to a movie and dinner with some friends because i need a break from constant school and work. We are going to see the movie Nine which according to Casey (boyfriend) is about humans being extinct and then little robots bringing them back. i don't understand how this works, but i suppose i will when i see the movie. Then after that i believe we are going to Max and Erma's. I love that restaurant. They have great food and plus you can order delicious chocolate chip cookies to be brought out to you when you done eating. Right out of the oven! YUM! That's my favorite part lol. So anyway, better get back to my mound of homework that seems to every so slowly pile up more and more to the point that i feel i will never get it all done.

Weekend...Sports...and chinese food

So first off, it's eight thirty on a monday night and i'm sitting at my desk eating chinese food. Sweet and sour chicken and pork fried rice to be specific. And its really good. I don't know about you guys but i absolutely love chinese food. The only thing that sucks is it doesn't fill you up for very long and you have to keep eating more, which is why i don't understand how the chinese people stay so freaking skinny! oh well. Anyway, my weekend was good and bad. It sucked cuz i had to work both days as usual and wawa sucks, BUT it rocked because the Eagles monopolized their game, and the Phillies won both games of their double header. Amaaaazzzinnng! And my boyfriend and I's one year anniversary was on Saturday so that make the weekend fantastic as well. But today it was back to school. :( At least i only had one class today, but alas, three tomorrow. Blah.

End of week finally

I am feeling as though I am free as a bird right now and that is because it's finally the weekend! School this week of course sucked. I mean its school, right? I did make some new friends though which is cool and actually a breakthrough for me since i am really shy. But unfortunately as the weeks go on, the classes get harder and more and more material is shoved into my brain making it feels as though i am a sponge that has soaked up all the water i can but someone is still surrounding me with more. Oh well, i guess you learn to deal. And along with school, for me at least comes the driving back and forth, which in turn makes me uber tired. Yes uber. And driving today totally sucked as it is pouring down rain and my windshield wipers are HORRIBLE! They do not wash away water oh no, they smear. So try driving an hour with water smearing on your windshield. Not fun. at. all. Oh yeah and its freezing outside. That's a plus. not. Oh why did summer have to end. But i must be happy as it is finally the weekend and even though i have to work eight hours each day, there is still no school.

First week rollercoaster ride

Have you ever had the feeling that you are on a neverending rollercoaster ride full of twists and turns and loops? You feel like you will never get off? Well that's how i felt coming to college. Trying to figure out when to leave for school so i wouldn't be late, trying to find classes. Yeah feels like im a minnow in a lake full of huge sharks. Well anyway, after you find all the classes its a matter of knowing people. I'm not like the kids who have been at college for weeks before classes started and got to know each other. Its like im imposing on their community and their already made friends, but all i can try to do is try to slide into their groups and become accepted. Then there is the fact of the class lectures. So much material thrown at me at once and i feel like im struggling to keep my head above water. It's so much different than high school and will take a while to get used to.